. She was born
into the humblest of families, in the midst of a blizzard or blizzard-like storm, not even
in a town; and though their worldly belongings would
always be modest and she would know only the most common of upbringings during
the "great depression," she
was a princess from the Lord. She would grow to be a queen, yet without any of
the adornments, accoutrements, and perquisites, of such royalty. She would never be honored in this world
as being one of the important women, though (and in truth, because) she was the most
righteous and virtuous of women, faithful, loyal, true, devoted to her family,
and to her one true love her husband, and to the children she
would bear him. She was not celebrated
for her beauty, though she was a natural wholesome beauty, more beautiful than
most women celebrated for their great beauty. She was intelligent,
disciplined, gifted, and talented. She was feminine and a lady;
yet courageous, selfless, and
industrious. She was gentle yet strong, humble and wise, sensitive and
very discerning; she was no one's fool. She was not frivolous, nor
materialistic; she always had the right priorities; she was always honorable and had a heart for
truth (an exceedingly rare and precious quality). She was exemplary and
especially excellent. She was the best gift her husband was ever given, ever entrusted
with, though he did not and does not know it, and spitefully put her away by
divorce (at the prolonged, protracted, covert urging of many 'good men,' and
'good women'...). Satan engineered the divorce of my mother by my father
over a period of decades, employing all of the tools at his disposal in this
most seductive time, and employing a veritable army of minions and operatives; it was
a brutally savage campaign of shock and awe, of hook and crook, of propaganda and
indoctrination, of literally incessant evil, which my father is utterly
ignorant of to this very day, which is not to excuse my father for his gross
and prolonged failure. And no, Satan's poisonous campaign did not end with my father
divorcing my mother...as the ultimate target of the campaign was not her the
woman, but
the seed of the woman. Throughout her painful, difficult life, God permitted her to suffer great hurt, great loss, and much evil;
God permitted her to
suffer very much evil, exceedingly much evil. Why God permitted her to be so terribly
persecuted and afflicted I do not know; and worse, why God refused to defend her, to heal
her, to cure her, restore her, answer her prayers, answer my prayers, honour her, comfort her, bless her, and use
her more...I do not
know. God knows. God forsook her and me, for whatever reasons He
chose. Yes,
Virginia, God really does such things; He is no Santa Claus, and if you think
He is, you have a wrong concept of God! My mother was the
rarest of women, the rarest of people, and truly the best and brightest I have
ever met, known, or can expect to encounter during the remainder of these
very last times, these wicked and adulterous times which are upon us and which lie ahead. But though she
suffered such gross dishonour in this life (as her Lord and Saviour did), I know she will receive
honour in
time to come. I owe my salvation to many (e.g., those who have gone
before us whom we do not even know the names of), but after my eternal debt to
Christ Jesus, I certainly owe the greatest debt to
her. She was the truest christian I have known, the best example in an
adulterous and perverse age spanning generations. Life with her during the past quarter
century was extremely difficult, exceedingly trying, but even so it was less
horrible than life without her has been. Despite all of the evils which
befell her and which I consequently suffered with her, I was truly blessed to
be given the very best of women for my mother. Satan sought to slay her
even as he has sought to slay the woman in Revelation 12, and has always
sought to slay the best of mankind. And though God permitted Satan and
his minions to work their evil, she is more than a conqueror of the enemies of
Christ Jesus. In hindsight I must say that I failed her miserably,
though I did not forsake her, did not turn my back on her to pursue life,
love, fame, fortune, pleasure...yet, I certainly and grievously did fail her! Would any other man of
this era have done better, I do not honestly know; but I do know that I should
have and could have done better by her than I did, despite all of the incessant evil done
to us for the duration of this lifetime. God has always chosen and used
particular individuals, not from flawless bloodlines and lineages and heritages,
but particular people; and so, Satan has always focused on attacking,
destroying, and slaughtering particular people, to try to defeat God's
purposes from being accomplished; and for reasons only He knows, God has
permitted Satan to do so! Such will be the case, the warfare waged,
until the triumphant return of Jesus Christ as King of kings and Lord of
lords. Fortunately, the end of these evil times, and the return of the
Lord to the glory of God the Father is very near.
That will not be The End; that will be the Beginning!
Truly,
Editor, aka "Ed," CHRIST's Bride, Ministries
P.S. - All healing is from God, the healer; if you are in need, please resort to Him (and if you care to you may include a prayer request via the prayer request button at the bottom of the page, but be forewarned, my prayers are devoid of power). And though His Healing Virtue is the fount of life, health, youth, and beauty, Love (which again is from Him) may help too. God bless you,
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to blame, he is, trust me; and since she died he has neglected me and this
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